But whatever. Since when does it matter what I think?
My hair feels so gross. It's all full of hairspray and stuff. Yucky, I feel grody.
Tonight my family is going. Not GayJay though. I sorta wanted him to come. Oh well, it's okay if he doesn't love me.
Apparently he (AJ) and his friend are trying to find their own place. I went in my room and cried when my mutti told me... ugh. I love my brothers so much, they are the ones who raised me. I don't want him to leave :( no matter how annoying he can be. Stayyyy AAAJJJJ.
And yep I'm definitely fucked up. Am I being played? Does he like me? What's going ON??!?!?! I need to know if he really likes me or what so I don't waste my time.